Archive for February, 2008

Integral Philosophy Part 1: A New Approach to Chris Buttars

An interview with Diane Musho Hamilton
by Troy Williams

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“Troy…what are the three main things that you and Chris Buttars have in common?”
 

Buhwha? 

That’s what I thought, live on air, when Diane Musho Hamilton from the Kanzeon Zen Center asked me point blank to name three ways the craggy old Senator and I are alike.  Zen Masters are real tricky that way. I invited Diane on RadioActive to discuss Integral Theory – a new-edge philosophy that has the ambitious objective of synthesizing body/spirit, science/mysticism and east/west traditions. The objective?  Jumping humanity to the next tier of evolutionary consciousness.  Cool right?  Hamilton is the dharma successor of Genpo Roshi. She is also the director of curriculum at Ken Wilber’s Integral Institute.  In part one we lay the foundation of Integral Theory and apply it to me and Chris Buttars.  In part two we’ll apply Integral to the development of queer identity.

TW: What is Integral Philosophy?

DMH: The impulse of Integral is to expand our mind and our perspective enough to hold multiple points of view.  And to be very aware and conscious of when we are holding contradictions.  For instance one of the simple contradictions that we work with is the contradiction between rationality and faith. Spirit can’t necessarily be proved through rational means.  And somehow we are set up to negate either the scientific or spiritual perspective.  Integral Theory would actually say that these are two different functions of mind.  One is a rational and the other is a faith function.  We somehow have to find the ability to hold both.  Integral is that invitation.

TW: In our society it’s often an “either/or” scenario.  What I’m hearing from you is that it’s a “both/and”.

DMH: Absolutely.  Integral Theory takes into account the work of developmental psychologists like Jane Loveinger, Claire Graves and Abraham Maslow – who discovered that human beings actually unfold in a very particular pattern.  The capacity to hold a “both/and” –is actually a developmental process.  In earlier points of our lives, we actually have to occupy perspectives of “either/or”. It’s out of a certain level of growth that we can move into a position to hold both.  It’s not a capacity we are born with.  It’s a capacity we grow into and practice.  We have to learn how to hold contradiction and how to experience paradox.

TW: Take us through this developmental evolution. We move from egocentric (me) to ethnocentric (my tribe) to worldcentric. 

DMH: Let’s take for example our sense of Self.  We unfold in a particular pattern.  We are born without a sense of Self. We are merged with the mother and our family system.  At about 2 years old, we develop this individualized sense of Self.  We start to feel ourselves apart.  This is called the egocentric level of development.  When that is intact our awareness then starts to spread out to what is “me” and what is “mine”. The ethnocentric level becomes very much about what I identify with. My family, my friends, my sports team, my nation, etc.  Then there comes another stage of development – worldcentric — where you actually start to see the commonalities between all of those groups and that which appears to be “other”.  Your consciousness starts to expand to include what formerly were groups of people who are not “You”.  Maybe even animal or plant life, or maybe now you actually start to see the planet as what “You” are.  And beyond that, the kosmocentric level – where you start to see through space and time.  You identify with the past and the future.

TW: Back to worldcentric consciousness – we become more pluralistic, we begin to evolve a sense of empathy for that which is different from me.

DMH:   This is really a critical moment of development.  You begin to develop a very profound and endurable empathy for groups.  You can’t land in an “us/them”, “enemy/not enemy” mentality as easily. In terms of development this can be very threatening. For example, if I am fundamentally identified as being American and protecting American values and American resources and being involved in the American adventure – then all of that which is not American is potentially problematic.  If I naturally move to being able to identify with people who are not American – that could be threatening to my own group.

TW: And that is really the identity crisis that we as a nation are experiencing.  Not only do we have foreign enemies, the terrorists or the "Islamofacists", but we also have internal enemies – the gays, feminists and the illegal aliens crossing our borders. Most of talk radio is dominated by people who share this “us vs. them” consciousness.

DMH: Okay.  So pick your worst enemy.

TW: Wha!? I don’t have enemies! 

DMH: Drop down to that ethnocentric level – just as a perspective.  Identify with that. 

TW: Okay.  I can do this.  Let’s take Republican lawmakers who want to disenfranchise gays and lesbians.

DMH: Excellent. Just for fun — tell me in detail what you don’t like about these people. 

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TW:
  I’ll take Senator Chris Buttars.  He spreads vitriol and disinformation up on the Hill and he writes legislation to limit the rights of my people – my tribe. 

DMH: Good.  So here’s what’s important.  Troy is able to identify with his egocentric level – his Self – who he is as a person and an activist. He’s able to identify his ethnocentric awareness – the part of him which identifies with and stands up for his community.  And he’s also able to identify with the worldcentric self that sees in fact, that he is not ultimately different.  So the question I would ask you, just to practice, what are the three main things that you and Chris Buttars have in common?

TW:  (laughs) What do I have in common with Chris Buttars?  That is a great question!

DMH:  Just three things that come to mind.

TW:  Ok.  Well, we’re both super passionate about what we believe in.  We’re both activists.  And we both get up and spew a lot of nonsense in public forums!

DMH: (laughs) So when you say, I’m passionate like him, I’m an activist like him and I also spew a lot of nonsense — in that moment you are doing two things.  You are standing for your position but you are also seeing in fact that you have a lot in common.  So you’re not going to be able to quite demean or treat him destructively when you see the ways in which you are the same.  This is a developmental trick.  The challenge is how do you hold both? It’s very difficult. But that’s what you gotta do! 

To be continued…

Learn more about Diane Hamilton at www.Bigmind.org.  Integral Theory at www.integralnaked.com.

Listen to the whole interview.

Related audio:

Listen to my interview with Salt Lake Mayor Ralph Becker regarding Chris Buttars.

Listen to my interview with Genpo Roshi, creator of Big Mind. 
 

Gordon B. Hinckley Was a False Prophet

By Troy Williams

“And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many.”  Matthew 24:11

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I’ve been strangely fascinated with the media’s “Gorgasms” over the death of beloved Mormon leader, Gordon B. Hinckley.  The Salt Lake Tribune simply couldn’t find enough ink to cover their gushing.  And I’ve been equally fascinated at how Mormons themselves have been mourning their loss. I’ve been trying to figure out why exactly this man was so popular among the Saints.  I grew up Mormon, so I know something of the cult of personality that rises with church leaders.  But as impartial as I’ve tried to be, I just have never actually heard Hinckley say anything remotely prophetic.  I mean at least Joseph Smith produced whole books of scripture that he claimed to translate or reveal. The best Hinckley could write were little self-help books, titled, Stand a Little Taller and Way to Be!: 9 ways to be happy and make something of your life. Not exactly the Book of Revelation.

And if you thumb through the pages you’ll note he never really says anything of substance.  Compared to Hinckley, Tony Robbins could be considered a great philosopher.  If anything, Gordon dumbed it down for the Saints.  Remember when he went on Larry King and said that Mormons don’t believe or teach that they can become gods?  He also told King that polygamy was not doctrinal. When asked about gays, he said he didn’t know what caused it or how to fix it. Of course that wouldn’t stop him from aggressively working to restrict our civil liberties.  As a spiritual teacher, the best Hinckley could offer were banal platitudes and vapid calls for obedience.  And the Saints ate it all up and asked for more.

What was the appeal of the old guy?  I think it comes down to an internalized sense of Mormonphobia.  I think deep down inside, Mormons know their religion is kinda whacky.  They know Joseph made up the First Vision.  They know the Book of Mormon is not a history of ancient America. They know polygamy is creepy and deep down inside they’re embarrassed by it all. This was made clear in a recent Deseret News article written by Tad Walsh. He wrote:

“Mormons are regular people, President Gordon B. Hinckley said during a 1995 interview on 60 Minutes that thrilled American church members who longed for their neighbors to see them as normal. The moment he told Mike Wallace ‘We are not a weird people’ was his high-profile zenith.”

Wow.  Going on Larry King was the “zenith” of Gordon’s career?  Anna Nicole Smith has been on Larry King too.  What does that say?  It’s become clear to me that Gordon is beloved by the Saints, not because he was prophetic in word, but more so because he was able to spin the public face of Mormonism to ease the anxieties of the insecure Latter-Day Saints.  He offered a cover for Mormon shame. The queer parallels are fascinating. Hinckley is to Mormons as Ellen is to gays.  He’s funny, agreeable, and just gosh darn likeable. The mainstream LGBT movement is also currently struggling with a similar identity crisis.  We want people to know we’re not weird.  We want people to know that we’re not all sex perverts and deviants.  We want to someday run for president too.  I felt a strange simpatico with the Saints as I read Walsh’s article. Mormons and queers could learn a lot from each other.

Not the least being what a Freudian analysis can reveal about one’s institutional character.  In another salutary Deseret News article, writer Jerry Johnston wrote about Hinckley’s legendary walking cane.  One doesn’t need a degree in queer theory to see the obvious phallic imagery on display.  Johnston wrote:

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  “Of all the photographs of President Gordon B. Hinckley, my favorite is the one where he is ‘knighting’ President Henry B. Eyring with his cane. The gesture is playful, affectionate and — like so many things the man did — it contains a lesson.  In the hands of President Hinckley, a cane was never a crutch.  It was a tool. He took an emblem of weakness — a ‘walking stick’ — and transformed it into an emblem of power.  But then, prophets have been doing that for eons. And when the apostles and prophets preached to the multitudes, they hoisted those staves for visibility. The photograph brings to mind the 23rd Psalm and the line: ‘Thy rod and thy staff, they comfort me’.…”
 

Hmmm.  That is like so gay.  But what do you expect from a Church that is headquartered in a giant concrete penis? Ah, patriarchy. 

Gordon B. Hinckley was no prophet. He just played one on TV. He was however a magnificent CEO.  Mitt Romney caliber really.  Hinckley’s legacy has been brutally devastating for minorities.  He successfully fought against the Equal Rights Amendment, funded millions into political campaigns to restrict LGBT civil liberties, and oversaw the excommunication of scholars who wrote books and articles contrary to official Church history and doctrine.  And worse, he did it with a smile and with a feigned paternal sense of condescending love. My heart always breaks when I see Mormon kids struggling with their gay identity.  Mormonism and the prophets who lead it, are quite simply not worth the angst many of us carry. We ex-Mo homos really need to pull our shit together. 

Now that Hinckley has passed away, The Salt Lake Tribune reported that Affirmation wants to meet with the new president, Thomas S. Monson, “seeking a peaceful reunion” with the Church.  Uhg. Again, this is another classic example of the victim-perpetrator syndrome. The abused keep running back to their abusers seeking reconciliation. Just like the battered wife who always runs back to her asshole husband — just to be hit again and again.  Reconciliation can only be on the perpetrator’s terms, hence reinforcing the abuse-bonding. Gay Mormons need to cut their strings and be free. The LDS leadership needs to come crawling on their knees, groveling and begging forgiveness from us – not vice versa. We should seek nothing from them.

Mormon prophets are “blind guides” who “copy the forms of godliness but deny the power thereof.”  Of course these false prophets represent the divine narcissist Jehovah, who I believe to be a false god anyway — so go figure.  At least Joseph Smith was a prophetic city builder who wanted to create the New Jerusalem – a literal utopian city with it’s own economy, militia and theocratic government.  Now that was a man with ambition and vision.  In contrast, Gordon B. Hinckley, approved his great and marvelous plans for the City Creek shopping mall.  I think that just about sums up his legacy. 

[thanks to Hugo Olaiz for pointing me toward the "cane-phallic" article]

Gordon B. Hinckley Was a False Prophet

By Troy Williams

“And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many.”  Matthew 24:11

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I’ve been strangely fascinated with the media’s “Gorgasms” over the death of beloved Mormon leader, Gordon B. Hinckley.  The Salt Lake Tribune simply couldn’t find enough ink to cover their gushing.  And I’ve been equally fascinated at how Mormons themselves have been mourning their loss. I’ve been trying to figure out why exactly this man was so popular among the Saints.  I grew up Mormon, so I know something of the cult of personality that rises with church leaders.  But as impartial as I’ve tried to be, I just have never actually heard Hinckley say anything remotely prophetic.  I mean at least Joseph Smith produced whole books of scripture that he claimed to translate or reveal. The best Hinckley could write were little self-help books, titled, Stand a Little Taller and Way to Be!: 9 ways to be happy and make something of your life. Not exactly the Book of Revelation.

And if you thumb through the pages you’ll note he never really says anything of substance.  Compared to Hinckley, Tony Robbins could be considered a great philosopher.  If anything, Gordon dumbed it down for the Saints.  Remember when he went on Larry King and said that Mormons don’t believe or teach that they can become gods?  He also told King that polygamy was not doctrinal. When asked about gays, he said he didn’t know what caused it or how to fix it. Of course that wouldn’t stop him from aggressively working to restrict our civil liberties.  As a spiritual teacher, the best Hinckley could offer were banal platitudes and vapid calls for obedience.  And the Saints ate it all up and asked for more.

What was the appeal of the old guy?  I think it comes down to an internalized sense of Mormonphobia.  I think deep down inside, Mormons know their religion is kinda whacky.  They know Joseph made up the First Vision.  They know the Book of Mormon is not a history of ancient America. They know polygamy is creepy and deep down inside they’re embarrassed by it all. This was made clear in a recent Deseret News article written by Tad Walsh. He wrote:

“Mormons are regular people, President Gordon B. Hinckley said during a 1995 interview on 60 Minutes that thrilled American church members who longed for their neighbors to see them as normal. The moment he told Mike Wallace ‘We are not a weird people’ was his high-profile zenith.”

Wow.  Going on Larry King was the “zenith” of Gordon’s career?  Anna Nicole Smith has been on Larry King too.  What does that say?  It’s become clear to me that Gordon is beloved by the Saints, not because he was prophetic in word, but more so because he was able to spin the public face of Mormonism to ease the anxieties of the insecure Latter-Day Saints.  He offered a cover for Mormon shame. The queer parallels are fascinating. Hinckley is to Mormons as Ellen is to gays.  He’s funny, agreeable, and just gosh darn likeable. The mainstream LGBT movement is also currently struggling with a similar identity crisis.  We want people to know we’re not weird.  We want people to know that we’re not all sex perverts and deviants.  We want to someday run for president too.  I felt a strange simpatico with the Saints as I read Walsh’s article. Mormons and queers could learn a lot from each other.

Not the least being what a Freudian analysis can reveal about one’s institutional character.  In another salutary Deseret News article, writer Jerry Johnston wrote about Hinckley’s legendary walking cane.  One doesn’t need a degree in queer theory to see the obvious phallic imagery on display.  Johnston wrote:

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  “Of all the photographs of President Gordon B. Hinckley, my favorite is the one where he is ‘knighting’ President Henry B. Eyring with his cane. The gesture is playful, affectionate and — like so many things the man did — it contains a lesson.  In the hands of President Hinckley, a cane was never a crutch.  It was a tool. He took an emblem of weakness — a ‘walking stick’ — and transformed it into an emblem of power.  But then, prophets have been doing that for eons. And when the apostles and prophets preached to the multitudes, they hoisted those staves for visibility. The photograph brings to mind the 23rd Psalm and the line: ‘Thy rod and thy staff, they comfort me’.…”
 

Hmmm.  That is like so gay.  But what do you expect from a Church that is headquartered in a giant concrete penis? Ah, patriarchy. 

Gordon B. Hinckley was no prophet. He just played one on TV. He was however a magnificent CEO.  Mitt Romney caliber really.  Hinckley’s legacy has been brutally devastating for minorities.  He successfully fought against the Equal Rights Amendment, funded millions into political campaigns to restrict LGBT civil liberties, and oversaw the excommunication of scholars who wrote books and articles contrary to official Church history and doctrine.  And worse, he did it with a smile and with a feigned paternal sense of condescending love. My heart always breaks when I see Mormon kids struggling with their gay identity.  Mormonism and the prophets who lead it, are quite simply not worth the angst many of us carry. We ex-Mo homos really need to pull our shit together. 

Now that Hinckley has passed away, The Salt Lake Tribune reported that Affirmation wants to meet with the new president, Thomas S. Monson, “seeking a peaceful reunion” with the Church.  Uhg. Again, this is another classic example of the victim-perpetrator syndrome. The abused keep running back to their abusers seeking reconciliation. Just like the battered wife who always runs back to her asshole husband — just to be hit again and again.  Reconciliation can only be on the perpetrator’s terms, hence reinforcing the abuse-bonding. Gay Mormons need to cut their strings and be free. The LDS leadership needs to come crawling on their knees, groveling and begging forgiveness from us – not vice versa. We should seek nothing from them.

Mormon prophets are “blind guides” who “copy the forms of godliness but deny the power thereof.”  Of course these false prophets represent the divine narcissist Jehovah, who I believe to be a false god anyway — so go figure.  At least Joseph Smith was a prophetic city builder who wanted to create the New Jerusalem – a literal utopian city with it’s own economy, militia and theocratic government.  Now that was a man with ambition and vision.  In contrast, Gordon B. Hinckley, approved his great and marvelous plans for the City Creek shopping mall.  I think that just about sums up his legacy. 

[thanks to Hugo Olaiz for pointing me toward the "cane-phallic" article]


Troy Williams

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